What I Think About After Becoming a Ghoul

If this world came from seeds of infinite possibility, if this world held infinite possibilities...

Then even if I became a ghoul, it should still be possible for me to play the part of a decent person who helps make the world more harmonious, right?

I had no choice before. Now, I want to be a good person.

But then again, you refuse to accept my offer, and you refuse to get out of the way of history's wheels. That puts me in a difficult position.

P.S. Reposting an old book of mine...