Things About Space Travel

The reason why this book was published is because of my perception of the world. I can feel that my ideas are inherently different from ordinary people. My brain seems to be able to sense many things or some bad possibilities. This often makes me feel distressed and unconfident, but the advantage of this is that I can quickly build my own world through these, instead of being indoctrinated into a world formed by others. Although I know that reality may not be the case, and being overly cautious may lead to bad results or good results, it is undeniable that as long as you do anything slowly, there will be certain results. (The huge space has led to the emergence of slow time, which forms the basis of this world, so I don't dislike slowness, but my time is really limited. Without such a basis, how can I see and think about all this) I feel these bad consequences, so I am very cautious about everything around me. Ever since I realized that I can be hurt by things, I wonder how real this world is, even though I have a strong ability to perceive things around me. But what does this mean to me? There are so many clauses that I can't tell if they are playing word games with me. I have never done anything bad. What can be said is that I have been full of pain since childhood. The understanding and incomprehension of all things are deeply pressed in the depths of my mind, so that only thinking can suppress them. Maybe the reason why I am still alive is that there are too many conscious things that I have not thought about on my own. (Although you still laugh when you hit the point of laughter, the whole person seems a bit nihilistic deep inside and feels numb in the end) This caused me to become somewhat objective and rational, and it was a bit difficult to understand perceptual things. For example, the teacher did not talk about the actual situation of the world. Just like the QB in Puella Magi Madoka Magica, but I belong to the middle state between them. Although I can feel that my parents treat me well when I grow up, it is of no use to me. My life span is only that long. I should eat and drink. That's it. There are some apt descriptions that are perfect for my recent rise in words from birth to now, so I want to see how the reader does it from the perspective of the author? This is something worth thinking about, and it may lead to some interesting knowledge. Thank you, you can see here, my life is a bit lonely and monotonous, isn't it? Although I had some friends when I was a kid, I told them these stories and they were all successful in the end. If I had some money, I would try my best to be the strongest version of myself.