Super Anchor - Peace Elite

Character name + rough personality + rough image

What's wrong with me treating my dream like a job? Love cannot be hidden! After watching the online drama "Cross Fire" this summer, especially when the music played in the "Chasing Dreams" part, I really couldn't help crying. I love e-sports and have dreamed of becoming a professional player, but not everyone can achieve their dreams, at least not me. Being born in a rural family, I was often unable to go all out to pursue my dreams. I can only try my best not to disappoint my parents, but I can't do that. I dropped out of high school to study at home to prepare for the college entrance examination. I will never forget that my mother and brother tried to persuade me, crying through the phone microphone, as if they were crying right in front of me, hoping that I would stay in school. But depression forced me to leave school. I never told my family about this, so they always thought I was just rebellious. I want to pursue my dream, but if my dream requires the tears of my family, then I would rather not have a dream. It's not that I'm weak, it's just that the bond is too deep and I can't let go. They won't tell me that they eat a few yuan of cabbage every day just so that I can buy a few more yuan of meat in the school cafeteria; I won't tell them that I didn't resist violence at school, just to let them know that I have always been an obedient child. See, this is a bondage. If you continue to cut it off, it will remain chaotic. So I cried watching CrossFire because that's what I've experienced over the years. The difference is that my family can understand me, and I can understand my family, and finally chose to let go and follow the path they arranged for me. People are either happy themselves or really happy. Sometimes if you give up some love to make your loved ones happy, you will also be happy. Happy with the happiness of the family and sad with the sadness of the family, this is the true Chinese family. My parents were not very educated and they spent their lives doing their jobs. I don't complain that they gave me too little, but I am grateful that they didn't give me much. Because there are not too many unrealistic ideas, there will be fewer unrealistic worries. Although I was born in a rural area, I have never stayed in the countryside for more than a few years. I spent most of my time studying abroad. Having left my hometown since I was a child, I really don't know what it feels like to be homesick for my hometown. I only know that home is where my parents are. During the half-year period when I was in elementary school in Zhejiang, my home was just a small leaky house with less than ten square meters; during the half-month period when I was delivering express delivery in Shenzhen, my home was just a rental house with more than ten square meters; during the Chinese New Year in my hometown, my home was a small two-story bungalow with a basement, bustling with a large family of dozens of people. Only when you can endure separation can you realize how difficult it is to reunite. Only when you can endure the ordinary can you know the value of dreams. Many of the plot settings in this book are based on my own experiences and carry my unattainable dreams. I can't pursue it myself, so I can only rely on the characters in my writing to move forward for me. That's enough.