I Don't Want to Be an Actor

Highly recommend this book, but the number of words is a bit short

It's suspected of being a spoiler, so you can read the first few pictures and then come back to discuss it. First of all, as can be seen from the name of the script, the girl in the white skirt does not exist in reality. To be precise, it should be imagined by Wang Yang. Second, the dazzling red color represents Wang Yang's mental fantasy, which can also be said to be a symbol of his mental illness. Wang Yang's various behaviors after waking up in the hospital also represent that his mental illness has been stimulated to deepen. His mother suddenly committed suicide, and his father said, "She was always optimistic, and everyone thought so." This shows that the symptoms of this disease do not have much impact on reality on the surface, but no one understands the mother's inner emotions, which are likely to be extremely painful. After Wang Yang witnessed his mother's death and was deeply stimulated, his symptoms became more obvious, such as the mother outside the window and the dazzling red color. At this time, he had already started taking medication to suppress his condition. Third, after the class reunion, Wang Yang found that no one had any impression of the girl in the white dress. Only then did he realize that she might be a figment of his imagination. Why can't I see her at this time? It was because his father asked him to take medicine to suppress mental problems after the symptoms became apparent, so the hallucinations naturally disappeared. And the article mentions that this girl went to school with him since she was a child, indicating that mental problems are hereditary and have been present since childhood. Fourth, Wang Yang had normal vision before and could draw and drive. Later, he became color blind and could not drive. As mentioned earlier, the dazzling red color represents Wang Yang's mental fantasy. Huahua was at the same table with Gao Shanshan, that is, before her mother committed suicide, and her mental state was still good. Wang Yang was driving because he took medicine to suppress his mental problems, so he returned to normal. In the end, Wang Yang was able to see the girl in the white dress when he was dying, combined with the color blindness in front of him. It meant that he stopped taking medication and suppressing his mental problems because he wanted to see the girl.

Very interesting, come on! More updates 😘