The Policeman is Ten Feet Tall

?0?2?0?2?0?2?0?2First of all, I want to say sorry to everyone for stopping for so long and asking you to wait for me like this. For a long time, I didn't dare to look at the background or any social software because there would be calls for updates every day. While I am anxious, I also feel comforted because I know that you are still waiting for me. ?0?2?0?2?0?2?0?2 Two days ago, you saw that I updated a chapter. Many people asked me if it has been restored and can work normally? Actually, I want to explain... That chapter is a manuscript that I wrote intermittently before and was not updated. The automatic update function was released... Which made many friends complain, but it was nothing but joy. ?0?2?0?2?0?2?0?2Many people know that I had to stop due to physical reasons, but because of my previous obsession with the disease, I never told everyone what happened to me. Now think about it, if you are waiting for me like this and believe me, I should give you an explanation. ?0?2?0?2?0?2?0?2 It's funny to say that since I wrote about criminal investigation, I almost taught myself psychiatry. I read the Ministry of Health's advanced textbooks every day and worked hard to learn professional knowledge in order to write a book about real-life criminal investigation that is "incompatible" with online articles. ?0?2?0?2?0?2?0?2But the most frightening thing is that I have contracted the disease I know best. A few months ago, I started to be unable to concentrate. I stopped eating and sleeping. I had a splitting headache. I didn't speak. My thoughts were confused. I had memory loss. I couldn't communicate with anyone. I could sit alone from day to night to early morning, completely blank. ?0?2?0?2?0?2?0?2 Even so, I am still persisting. Until when did I decide to stop updating? That is, when I write 200 words and stop to think about the next sentence, I no longer remember the top 200 words. I can't even remember the names of the people, the plot, or the logic of the story I imagined. I would even go to the wrong building every day when I went home. From that moment on, I knew I might not be able to write for a while. I have depression. ?0?2?0?2?0?2?0?2 I can't write a book, I can't live a normal life, I have lost everything I am interested in and like. It's really like what I once wrote, deep in the abyss with no light in sight. I struggle with uncontrollable extreme thoughts every day. Reason tells me that death is not the only way to find relief. But the funny thing is that the knowledge I have learned from writing books in the past three years allows me to easily find a hundred ways to die for myself. ?0?2?0?2?0?2?0?2 From that time on, I started to see a doctor. Although I didn't even know the examination process clearly, I still sought professional help, even if it was just to prescribe some medicines that were not available outside. ?0?2?0?2?0?2?0?2 This is the reason why I stopped updating and stopped writing. I always thought this was something unspeakable and embarrassing, so I didn't want to mention it to anyone. If it hadn't been for the automatic update of a chapter two days ago, I might still not be able to muster the courage to tell you. ?0?2?0?2?0?2?0?2 I think I am really not qualified to keep you waiting for me, but please believe that the current situation is definitely not my intention. I have been working hard to recover, allowing myself to go out more, run more, plant flowers, draw, and regulate myself as much as possible. Although I don't have much confidence, I still want to say that if I don't write it, I will definitely finish it if I do! Even if it is just for this reason, I will live well and try to make myself better. ?0?2?0?2?0?2?0?2 Having said so much, please don't worry about me. You know me. I am not a weak girl. I will be fine. You don't need to worry about the cause of the disease. Everything in my life and family is fine. Depression is not unhappiness. From a pathological point of view, it is an imbalance of pituitary gland secretion. From a psychological point of view... If I have to find a reason, it might be... I take the things I love too seriously. Sometimes there is only one step between being serious and being serious. If it is too serious, it may become more depressing. As time went by, all the hard work I put in went backwards, causing me to collapse. ?0?2?0?2?0?2?0?2 But no matter what the reason is, it doesn't matter anymore. The important thing is that I am sober and rational. I know what I should do and what I shouldn't do, and I try to live a good life, and that's enough. ?0?2?0?2?0?2?0?2 I just hope that you can forgive me for discontinuing updates. Please forgive me for the intermittent and unstable updates. You know, Qingcheng was once a person who worked hard every month and received heavenly rewards for his hard work. Today's approach... I can't accept it myself. ?0?2?0?2?0?2?0?2Finally, thank you for always caring about me and waiting for me. There are also those who specially send me medicine, come to see me specially, and insist on sending me messages saying they love me every day regardless of whether I reply or not. Thank you. Because of you, I persist until today. Everything will be fine. I am still waiting for the day when I finish the book. I will still write this book, and I will continue to pursue what I love. ?0?2?0?2?0?2?0?2 I wish I would always have you.

I want to see Zi Yan come back! I want to see Zi Yan and Mu Sen work together again to solve the case! The author please let Zi Yan come back! Mu Sen is so lonely, Zi Yan is his only friend! ??

Is the person Guan Shan went to Qingshan Hospital to see Mu Sen?

This work also follows the old model of the previous work - a strong collaboration between psychologists and crime-solving experts. It was only after the extraordinary and perfect description of the two protagonists in the previous work. This work will no longer have any breakthroughs, regardless of the content. The entire novel is also full of typos and rough and impetuous descriptions. Just the word pervert in the article gave me no chance. The article is full of wrong words such as "biantai" and "biantai". After reading the first work, I was really looking forward to seeing the author's new work come out, but I was disappointed and fell asleep again and again! It seems that it is not easy to maintain, and it is even more difficult to break it!

When did the author finally introduce the two talented male protagonists who are guilty of crime? Tell me, there must be some, right? ! So excited, when the time comes Musen, Mo Zizhen and Guan Shan. . That scene must be very cool! ! ! I beg the author to let two geniuses appear. I don't believe Mo Zizhen will be the bad side! ! Love the author!

It's so irresponsible. I stop updating whenever I don't agree. I stop updating for a month or a few weeks. I stop again and again and never explain the reason. I am really the most unprofessional person among all authors.

Come on, come on, come on↖(^ω^)↗Sickness is not terrible, just overcome it! So many people like to read your books, even those who say you are a winner are just looking anxious and urging you like this, so don't take it to heart, just think about the good things, and automatically ignore the bad things.

I finally saw the author resurrected. I hope he is resurrected with full health this time and won't disappear again. I have been waiting for almost a year. MMD. I feel like I have never been so caring or infatuated with my boyfriend before😪

I like this second captain more and more, I feel so cute(//?//)

Qingcheng, I'm waiting for you, waiting for your police legend, waiting for your genius in solving crimes.