A Thought from Heaven

To be honest, I really cried when I wrote this chapter!

The protagonist actually cut himself (#ﾟДﾟ)

No readers, no clicks. If I were trash, I might feel better. But I'm not. My books are good, but others don't understand them.

#Authorselfie# Insomnia, insomnia, insomnia, insomnia, insomnia...

I've been having headaches and insomnia every day lately.

I suddenly caught a cold today and my head feels dizzy. The house next door is renovating again. Well, I will hold on!

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Although I have no talent, I still insist on writing novels. I wake up every day and code all the time. If I write a chapter quickly, it will take 4 hours, and if I write a chapter slowly, it will take 6 hours. In order to code, I even missed meals at home. I often only had one meal every two days. After writing for several months, my parents asked me if I was making money, or else I should go find a job in a factory! But every time I heard these words, I didn't dare to answer them, because I didn't make any money at all. Then I thought about how I had typed so many words, and I was really unwilling to give in. I thought about it every day, just keep at it! But life is always cruel. Although I think I write well and have the patience to read it, why do I just have no readers? Today was another sleepless night. I wrote from 2pm on the 14th to this early morning on the 15th. I swear, I was really not lazy during this period. I was always thinking about the plot and revising the code, but in the end, I couldn't even code out 6,000 words. Looking back now, I was really stupid. My entire work and rest schedule was messed up because of coding. I trapped myself like a prison all day just for coding. But in the end, what did I get? I'm really, really broken.

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