At Love’s Deepest, There Is Loneliness

When Shi Xiao'ai was by Shen Jingyu's side, he spent every day trying to torment her and drive her away. But when she truly vanished, just as he had wanted, Shen Jingyu discovered that it felt as if a great hole had been gouged out of his heart. Blood poured from it, and the pain left him nowhere to hide. Shi Xiao'ai said, "Shen Jingyu, I love you, but I hate you too." Shen Jingyu said, "Shi Xiao'ai, I thought I hated..."