Waiting for Me to Be Ferried

He was born in a barren and run-down rural area. The village was isolated and desolate, and his family was extremely poor. My mother has been mentally unstable and erratic all year round, unable to take care of the family and provide her with warmth. Growing up, she had no playmates, no relatives to support her, and no peers willing to get close to her. Childhood was dark, silent, low self-esteem, sensitive, and lacking love. The only god in the family is father. Her father was honest, taciturn, and diligent. He supported the whole family by doing odd jobs, farming, and a meager income, and protected her from growing up safely. The only light in her childhood was the childhood sweetheart who grew up next door.