My name is Zhao Le, I am a gambler and a bastard. My wife, Zhang Xiaohui, has been with me for three years and has never had a full meal or a good night's sleep. My daughter Niuer is three years old, and I have never held her once. On this day, they are leaving. In the last life, they set foot on that road today and never came back. I knelt on the ground and begged her to believe me, but she said, "What are you doing to help us live a good life?" I couldn't answer. Because I am an animal, not a human being. But this time, I want to try being a human being. I went up the mountain to catch hares, cooked scrambled eggs, and clumsily tried to please the two of them. She didn't believe me and pointed a knife at me; but my daughter picked up a piece of meat, brought it to my mouth, and called "Daddy". That shout made me tremble all over. I know it's useless to just kneel down and cry. Only the results will tell. So, I decided that I would use all my strength to let my mother and I live a good life!