This is a novel that I began to conceive and write when I was young in high school. I even wrote tens of thousands of words at that time, but later I decided to put it to rest. It has been almost 30 years now. These years have been very unsatisfactory, and my family has encountered too many changes. I have been writing this novel intermittently for so many years. I originally wanted to write it. The novel was originally planned to have six chapters, corresponding to the six semesters of high school, but now I have only completed the first chapter. I only hope to complete it in my lifetime. I have written a lot before, but even I thought it was too bad, so I deleted them all. Now I have started again, and I also want to use this to commemorate my lost youth.