My Ex-Husband Wants to Turn Around

My ex-husband was very kind to me, but I hated him with all my heart. He once rescued me from the bottomless pit, but then pushed me down from the ninth level of the sky. I wanted to forget the past and start over, but he pursued me relentlessly. I vowed to trample him under my feet, but he just wanted to hold me in the palm of his hand. How should this life-and-death war end?