Desperate Feng Shui Master

My grandpa has told me since I was a child that I am a sheep with a knife, and I am destined to commit the three punishments of robbery and murder, and there are many twists and turns. When I was sixteen years old, my grandfather blocked the fatal evil for me. There is no way to heaven for a desperate person, and even the ancestors are unwilling to accept it. Now that I am dead and have no destiny, my fate is up to me and not from the sky, the universe is for my use, the sun and the moon rotate according to my heart, the yin and yang are harmonious, all the qi are unified, and I ascend to the sky!