Can You Love Me Before I Die?

In the seventh year of my marriage to Jiang Yao, I was diagnosed with leukemia. At the same time, I also heard a piece of news from his assistant. Jiang Yao resigned from his secretary who had been with him for nearly ten years and hired a young and beautiful new secretary. I asked the assistant: "How young are you?" The assistant said cautiously: "Twenty-three, just graduated from college, very beautiful." I paused while drinking coffee. Twenty-three is the same age I was when I met Jiang Yao. Jiang Yao at that time also praised me, saying I was very beautiful. I am very beautiful, so beautiful that I can easily become the center of attention wherever I go. Unfortunately, I am already thirty years old this year and am no longer young. And, I'm dying.