The Goddess Fell into Love and Disaster

Do you have someone you love? I did, but he died the day I became a god. My name is Chu Sui, and I am a fire of chaos on the forehead of the ancestor god. Before I could cultivate my immortal body, I had already reserved the position of emperor god. Everyone among the immortals envied me. It's just that I'm not blessed enough, so I give back double everything I get, and I always leave nothing behind.