Nine Revolutions of Floating Life

Is this the sea of ​​souls? Am I dead? It's a congenital disease, no matter how talented you are, but you can't escape the curse. But why is this soul sea so familiar? Soul sea? Did my father tell me that? That's all, let's bathe in the sea of souls and reincarnate our souls. ... But why is this suffocating feeling in my heart? ... Could it be that this soul must shed tears in this sea of souls? Otherwise, why haven't the tears stopped since now? As if forgotten something more important than life