Feeling Unwilling

Su Min feels like a lost child. What is the love she expects? Is it the warmth engraved in her heart by Xu Haoran in her memory? Or is it Qin Zheng's plundering in reality? I once loved you, maybe, my heart has not completely died, I hope it will not disturb you, and I don't want you to be sad anymore. I loved you silently and hopelessly. I endured both shyness and jealousy. I loved you so sincerely and tenderly. I hope God bless you and that another person will love you as much as I do. ——Pushkin