The Mechanic of Infinite Legend

The first part is okay, but the middle and later stages are very confusing. No matter how the protagonist's identity changes, even if he establishes an empire, he will always be a child who will never grow up. There are many women around the protagonist, there are more than a dozen women, it doesn't matter how many they are, the poison is not strong as far as you can see, but as long as one of them has a slight accident, he will be furious and immediately Ma loses his mind and doesn't care about anything. He just wants to take a nuclear bomb and die with others, even if there are many, many people behind him, brothers, women, waiting for him to lead, he will study as soon as his brain gets hot. Even if the layout has been planned for many years, it is all supported by the author, who has been patching it up, and the protagonist complains that he is not smart.

After reading dozens of chapters, I finished the first world and moved on to the second world. Why do I feel like I'm always trying to convince myself to keep watching. It makes me feel strange and unattractive

The ending ends inexplicably