Those Good Books Buried in the Old Days

Nirvana is a true rebirth novel, and this is the tone. There are thousands of rebirth themes in Qidian novels, but few of them involve the protagonist being reborn. Most of them involve the rebirth of the protagonist in the past. This is awkward to say, but to put it more simply, most people are writing memoirs, wishing they could repeat what happened at a certain time in a certain year, month, and time. Nirvana is just a general direction of rebirth, rarely involving traces of the past. The golden fingers are less and less open, and it is more about savoring the feelings of the past. This is what a person is, rather than going back to be a god. This is a very strange feeling, like walking on the road past school in childhood, staring at the mottled walls, and the laughter from that time appears in a familiar way; or occasionally seeing childhood classmates and playmates on the road, shaking hands and turning away in a dull or laughing manner, and then looking at the back and suddenly thinking of the past; or lighting a cigarette in a dark night, someone or something deep in the memory suddenly appears in the mind, loneliness and sadness are filled with the smoke. As people grow up, their emotions may be hidden or forgotten. It is a rebirth of emotion, without matter. This is the common thought of mortals, and it is this common thought that constitutes the spiritual sustenance of mortals. They do not seek to be heard by princes, nor seek wealth and honor in the world. They only seek to watch over the ignorance that has drifted away and pass away, and to sink into the childlike bright smile in their hearts. Whether it's laughter or tears, bury happiness with love and live a life of learning and admiration. Ordinariness is a kind of happiness, vulgarity is more precious. Regarding Nirvana, there are too many buried memories in it, such as youth, work, and first love. They are like glass blurred by fog in winter. If you want to see through the other side, you can never reach out. This is not a novel about a stallion, nor a novel about becoming a god, nor a simple memoir, because such a simple relationship, too many rebirths, really True rebirth is not a simple copy and paste, but an unpredictable future. We can only grasp a tiny part of it. Ordinary people will eventually have to work hard on their own, even to the point of numbness, but Nirvana is different. It has a kind of freshness, but it sweeps over with heavy memories of that era, so I seem to have returned there with it. Putting aside the mystery of rebirth, Nirvana is actually just a movie about bloody youth, green first love, ordinary life, a heart that never stops fighting, and too many vague things floating in one's heart.