Non-Male Angel

There are all kinds of wonders in the world. Can you really stand firm and stick to yourself in this world where you can't distinguish reality from reality? When the world is no longer limited to your eyes, when all your perceptions are just illusions created by others, what you love, what you hate, what you forget, and even what you pursue are different from what you imagined. From being arranged to having to hide his gender and identity, what he got in the end was cruel abandonment... How would you choose?