Is There Such a You?

Is there such a person like you, who once said that you will live forever, but one day you will empathize with others? Is there such a person like you, who is used to wandering among flowers, but settles down when you meet a certain person? Is there such a person for you, because you are afraid of losing after getting it, so you just stared at it from a distance. Is there such a person that you can't forget a relationship for a long time and don't know how to love someone else again? Have you ever lost your starting position when you wanted to really start?