Rebirth in Painting

I was supposed to be drunk and escaping from reality, but I was unexpectedly reborn. I wanted to follow the example of my reborn senior and turn my hands into clouds and rain, but I am still myself. I don't have the ability or the ambition. In the end, I still walked towards the arduous road of painting that I had originally given up on. It's just that we started early, but it's still different after all.