Cross That Love Coastline

I ran away from home because I couldn't accept an unexpected marriage for a while. After I left home and transferred to another school, I was pushed into the school's tutoring department by some strange combination of circumstances. I met him during my tenure there. What it feels like to not be able to tell him! I can't say I hate it, nor can I say I like it! No one knows my true identity! Including him. Everything happened so suddenly, everything was out of order! The confusion of emotions makes me unable to find the other side of my heart. Finally, after passing the life-and-death test, my heart calmed down. I found myself in this chaotic emotional world. Let me cross that love coastline and find you, my true love, my happiness... It turns out that love is like this. Without the person you truly love, your heart will feel empty.