Weeds Grow with the Wind

Hello everyone, my name is Gardenia. I never know what to write. I always feel tired when writing, but I also want to write something. Some of the stories in it are real and some are fictional. This is my first novel. It's not well written. Please give me some advice. This is a book about Shen Jinzhao and his best friend Lin Xia, who met when they were eighteen or nineteen years old, and then became each other's light and worked hand in hand. It writes about the first half of her life. The weeds grow with the wind. She yearns for freedom and is ambitious. Her experiences are also unacceptable to ordinary people. She loves life but is also tempered by it. I don't wish her happiness and love, I wish her wine and drunkenness today, and weeds growing in the wind and rain.