When I Was Fifteen I Ran Away for My Life

. In this life, I have never been favored by fate. When I arrived, the mountains were covered with snow, and I ended up without a mother, young and helpless, suffering from illness, and with no way forward. I survived the hopelessness of being paralyzed and bedridden, the coldness of wind and rain on the mountain road, the despair of a broken marriage, and the darkest moments of separation from loved ones and dilemmas of life and death. I lost my complete childhood, my healthy eyes, and the carefreeness that I should have in my youth. I have endured the most difficult journey in the mountains, suffered the coldest eyes from the world, and endured the burden of no one to share it. But I have never been broken by suffering. I climbed up from the mud, healed myself from the darkness, and was reborn from despair. I have suffered the pain of no one, so I know how to be gentle; I have gone through difficulties with nowhere to go, so I am willing to pave the way for future generations; I have experienced the regret of having no way to study, so I devoted everything I had to lighting lamps for children in the mountains. Nowadays, the mountain roads are flat, the schools are bright, the mountains are rich, and the hometown is stable. I am no longer the little girl who trembles behind the door, sheds tears in bed, and has no one to protect her. After half a lifetime of ups and downs, I will finally be accompanied by gentleness; After spending half of his life wandering around, he can finally return to the mountains to save people. Those childhood moments I once lost, All the grievances, pain, darkness and unwillingness I have suffered, In the end, they all turned into a light that illuminated their homeland. I try my best to warm the mountains and rivers. The world is worth it, and the years will eventually be sweet.