Under the Eaves of Qingzhou

What Zhang Lin remembers most clearly in her life was November In the clinic that year, she was lying on the operating table struggling, thinking someone was coming to snatch her child. My mother-in-law was chatting with someone in the corridor and said, "It's clean now." She married the following year. At the wedding, she asked for 2,000 yuan as a dowry red envelope for her sister, and her husband Zhou Yi readily agreed. On the day of the wedding, my sister opened the red envelope - twelve yuan. Zhang Lin didn't dare to look at her father's face She was more than seven months pregnant and suffered from hypoglycemia due to hunger. Zhou Yi took her to Dicos and ordered her a cup of hot orange juice while he ate chicken legs. When I got home, my mother-in-law went out to eat rice noodles without her. There were a few cold pancakes on the table but no vegetables. She took a bite and shed tears During the confinement period, her mother-in-law scolded her for not having enough milk, and the smell of folk soup made her want to vomit, and she had not eaten properly for more than a week. On the twelfth day Nian'an was hospitalized for a cough. Zhang Lin was still weak and walked to the hospital for more than ten minutes while holding on to the wall. Later, her mother took more than an hour's drive to deliver bone soup, and she slowly began to have breast milk. At the age of fourteen, Nian An was so rebellious that Zhang Lin was frightened. Wear nail polish, earrings, and idolize street kids. The mother and daughter had a big argument, and Nian'an slammed the door and shouted: "You are useless! You can't bear anything!" Zhang Lin choked - because every word was true. Later, Nian An ran to ask his grandfather, "Am I sick?" Father Zhou said, "You are not sick," and then asked, "My mother is not sick, either, right?" Father Zhou nodded. No one saw Zhang Lin endured this for more than ten years. Until one day, she put on the brick red wool sweater she bought for 120 yuan, stood in front of the mirror, and said that word for the first time The eaves are sheltered from the wind, but the eaves are also sheltered from the wind. Zhang Lin spent half her life under the roof of others, and finally built a tile for herself