Only You Are My Attendant

On the night of Shangyuan in the 23rd year of Yongchang, five-year-old Shen Qingzhi held her mother's hand and watched a boy walking barefoot on Zhuque Street. When the fireworks were at their peak, swords flashed out from the crowd - the political opponents could not help Siwen Si's leader Shen Wang, so they chose this night to attack his wife and daughter, who were least prepared for it. Mother is dead. She was hidden in the pile of props in the acrobatic class, and was protected by an eleven-year-old boy walking on a rope with his thin body all night long. After recovering from the illness, she suffered from selective amnesia and completely forgot about that night and that person. The young man who was taken back by his father covered himself with a scarf and changed his name to Shen Jin, becoming a nameless shadow behind her. Ten years. In the dark camp, he became the coldest and sharpest knife, and he was so cruel to everyone in the world that no one dared to come close; only in front of her window, he cut the distance of three steps into two steps inch by inch. She is squeamish, lonely, and is kept in a deep house by her father. The only person around her who can speak her mind is the shadow guard who always refuses to take off his mask but remembers all her likes. She couldn't explain why she felt empty when she couldn't see him, why she felt astringent when he pushed him away with a cold face - she only thought he was a shadow guard made of stone, but she didn't know that there was a name hidden under the stone that a person did not dare to say for ten years. Her father began to discuss marriage for her. The political enemy's knife was once again placed on her head. The more he was afraid of hurting her, the further away he retreated; the more she wanted to see him clearly, the more she leaned into the fire. "Stay away from her and keep her close." He remembered this sentence for the rest of his life. But he forgot to ask himself - when the knife finally had to be unsheathed for her, where could he retreat to?