I Kept You in My Mouth for Two Hours Without Letting Go

Also known as "Willingness" The thing that Lin Zhiyi regretted most in her life was that on the blind date, her brain suddenly twitched and she nodded. Before marrying Shen Yan, she didn't know that someone could say "by the way" so naturally—— She works overtime and comes home late, and the lights are always on in the living room. She casually said she wanted to drink tomato and egg soup, and there was a bowl on the table. She had to carry a cold, but the water she was handed over was always warm water instead of cold water. But what she fears most is this kind of good. She was abandoned by her parents since she was a child and grew up with her grandparents. The most proficient thing she learned is "no need" - no need to care about me, no need to help me, no need to be nice to me. She is afraid of owing others. I am even more afraid that after I owe you, the person will leave again. So she kept telling herself: Don't take it seriously. He's just a nice guy. It's just each one's own thing. Until that day she found his old iron box. Inside was an umbrella, a faded White Rabbit toffee paper, and a high school entrance examination admission ticket—it was her fourteen-year-old self on it. She remembered. On the day of the high school entrance examination ten years ago, she gave her umbrella and the last toffee to a strange boy who was squatting in the rain and crying. The boy looked up at her. She thought to herself at the time: This person is so miserable. Hopefully the sugar will make him a little sweeter. What she doesn't know is—— The boy held the candy in his mouth for two whole hours without swallowing it.