Summer Is Known When Cicadas Chirp

Xu Zhixia went from a small place all the way to the best high school in the city. She thought she could show off her skills, but she didn't expect that the iron fist of reality would come before her success. She failed the first time in the final exam. This was a setback she had never encountered before. She was confused, panicked, and doubted herself, but she had the courage to face the setback. However, after years of hard work, she succeeded in her studies and obtained the ideal scores, but she did not feel the slightest peace of mind, but endless anxiety and pressure. What is the meaning of learning? Is it all about exams? Is it to go to that illusory good university? The 17-year-old Xu Zhixia didn't know the answer, and the 26-year-old didn't quite understand either. She only knows one thing, she is tired of the endless competition, she is lucky, she has a higher IQ than the average person, and can learn everything very quickly, she is a successful person in the worldly sense, she has met many good people who take the initiative to help her, and there are people she has fallen in love with throughout her youth; She is also unlucky. She has entered an infinite involution whirlpool, struggling to climb out but sinking deeper and deeper. The subtext of "the harder you work, the luckier you get" may also be "the harder you work, the more anxious you become." She has thought countless times if her grades were worse, would she be able to accept her failure with peace of mind? No one will give an answer, uncertainty is the normal state of life. The luckiest thing in the world is that when you turn the corner after being confused, your loved one is still waiting for you.