I No Longer Face the Sun

I took off the ring, and the silver ring circled on the dining table, and finally stopped. That was my engagement ring and I had been waiting for it for five years. Lu Yuzhou finally agreed to give it to me.   On the day of the proposal, Ieoh Ming Lu handed me a bouquet of carefully packaged peonies. It's very beautiful, but he can't always remember that what I like is roses. He ordered a mushroom soup and served it carefully for me. From start to finish, I didn't taste a spoonful. Because I never eat mushrooms, Lu Yuming forgot again. He knelt down on one knee, amidst the music of the violin and the admiration of everyone, and took out a ring from his suit jacket. The ring is exquisite and beautiful, and it is an expensive brand. But I recognized it at a glance. It was a model that had been discontinued for five years. At that time, we didn't know each other. I handed over my ring finger, and the ring was stuck in the middle. Lu Yuzhou was stunned, and so was I. The onlookers laughed. In their eyes, he was just a careless groom. There was a faint smile on Lu Yuzhou's face. He looked doting and helpless: "It's my fault." It seemed like he was really just careless. Only I know that all his carefulness is left to others. The ring doesn't suit me, and neither does Lu Yuzhou. Therefore, I don't want this ring, and I don't want this man either.