The Abyss Crosses Itself, the Evening Breeze Returns to Me

Seventeen-year-old Lin Zhiwan was trapped in a mental storm that no one could see. Severe anxiety and depression, repeated somatization, dizziness, palpitations, suffocation, and emotional numbness and collapse. She is sensitive, has low self-esteem, is extremely internally consumed, and lives cautiously, walking on thin ice. The suppression from her native family, the confusion of others, and the self-denial day after day dragged her into the endless abyss. Everyone said she was pretentious, fragile, and thought too much. No one knew that she had already spent countless late nights fighting against darkness, illness, and despair. No one saves, no one supports, no one favors. At the moment when his life was about to completely collapse, Lin Zhiwan chose to redeem himself and change his destiny against nature. She accepted her broken self, cut off internal friction, broke away from the shackles of her origin, fought against psychological pain, silently took root in a corner invisible to everyone, and grew with all her strength. The gloomy girl who used to fall down and collapse at any time calms down her heart, stabilizes her mood, stays up late at night, and fights for her future. She survived thousands of emotional relapses and countless physical discomforts, and climbed back from the muddy abyss to the light of the world. Once he made a comeback in the college entrance examination, he went to a city thousands of miles away and said goodbye to his depressing past. From then on, the old illness healed, the mind changed, and the pattern was reshaped. The girl who used to be gloomy, broken, and deeply troubled by psychological abnormalities has grown into a sober, gentle, independent, tenacious, calm and powerful person. I have been in deep mire, and no one has crossed me. Later, the long wind broke through the dawn, and the evening breeze returned to me. This is a long, real, bloody, self-healing and rebirth that was accomplished entirely by oneself.