I Don't Want to Be a Backup

Chen Shuyi's life seems to have never belonged to her. The death of her sister is an obsession that the whole family cannot let go of. She grew up following her sister's path and was admitted to the Department of Architecture of Jiangnan University, living in the ubiquitous contrast and expectation. On the first day of school, Xie Cheng, a high school alumnus from Pingcheng, shattered her peaceful freshman life. He did not hesitate to disobey his father and instead went to Jiangcheng of his own choice. His straightforward and burning feelings made her retreat step by step, and she could only agree to get along as friends. She only saw the boy's straightforward love, but could not see his other obsession hidden behind the rush - to find his brother Xie Lang, who had broken up with his parents and had been away from home for many years. Love slowly grows in college life, but concealment is the first gap between the two. Her friend Lu Zhiqing was wary when she first met Xie Cheng. Those familiar eyebrows always evoked the deep pain in her heart. Back then, her brother Lu Zhibai suffered from severe depression due to criticism, and she waited for news about her best friend Xie Lang until she passed away in despair. She was trapped in this unsolvable regret, carrying her hatred alone. After the past events of the two teenagers were revealed, concealment and misunderstanding completely broke up their youthful love, and they became separated at the intersection of youth. As she grew up, Chen Shuyi kept examining her past, and finally decided to live the life she really wanted in her junior year. She downgraded to digital media and plunged into her passion for game scene modeling. As she grew up step by step in her love, she reunited with Xie Cheng, who had successfully found her brother. The young man also completed his transformation and learned to be honest. A long reconciliation that spanned campus and the workplace, a redemption wrapped in regrets, they finally got rid of everyone's shadow and found themselves and the sincerity that had been delayed for many years.