Empty Life Gardenia Death

I am well-behaved, sensible, gentle, tolerant, never cause trouble, and never willful. I try my best to understand my broken home, my exhausted parents, and my indifferent world. But the world has never loved me. My childhood was filled with broken porcelain and roaring, my youth was filled with loneliness and deathly silence, and my youth was filled with hopelessness and loneliness. No one saw me break down every night, no one caught me when I felt aggrieved, no one told me that life was worth living. It was all in vain, covered with scars, and gained nothing.