Burn Out: Never Meet

Shen Nian has been married to Lu Cishen for three years, treating marriage as the last piece of driftwood for a drowning man to cling to. She waited for him to come home and waited for the food to cool down, making up excuses for him that she almost believed. She smelled other people's perfume on her shirt, saw ambiguous text messages on her phone, and said it didn't matter with a smile - her mother said before she died that it is not easy to have a family, so don't be willful. She was too afraid of being abandoned, and would rather be left out than let go first. Until Su Wanqing came back, Lu Cishen's first love, the "only" Bai Yueguang in his photo album. Shen Nian watched as her husband's eyes shifted inch by inch, watched as the marriage turned into a turmoil for three people, watched as dignity was crushed and trust was hollowed out. On the day of her miscarriage, Lu Cishen comforted Su Wanqing in the corridor and said it was not your fault. On the day of her surgery alone, he said that her phone was out of battery. She stood by the river for three hours and wanted to jump. Finally, she sent her dead mother a WeChat message that would never be received: Mom, I can't hold on anymore. Later, Shen Nian finally left. Changing the city, changing the name, changing the life, is like a drop of water melting into the ocean. Lu Cishen searched for her like crazy, only to find that the diary was filled with three years of waiting and despair. Only then did he find out that she was pregnant with his child, and only then found that he would not even be nice to her - he had never understood her. When they met again, she had lost weight and looked at him like a stranger. He knelt at the airport and begged her to turn back. She said, "Get up. I can't stand this kneeling and I don't want it anymore." He never remarried, not because he was infatuated, but because he was punishing himself for understanding too late that the woman who was always waiting for him would not leave, but she would only leave after she had accumulated enough disappointment. And he was even qualified to catch up because of her last mercy.