I See Your Name

Lu Yubai lives like a precision instrument. I opened my eyes at 6:23 on time, and every step followed the same beat. He is in the top three of his grade. He is taciturn and cold. He is polite to everyone and does not get close to anyone. No one knows what he drew in the black notebook, and no one knows the line of pen writing on the title page - the two names side by side are his boldest expression in seventeen years. Su Jianwei lived like a sparrow with folded wings. The alarm clock would ring three times before waking up. I occasionally buttoned my school uniform incorrectly. During class, I drew cats, birds, and anything that couldn't speak in the margins of my textbook. The memory of being isolated in junior high school taught her one thing: as long as you don't expect anything, you won't be disappointed. When the senior sister from the art club said, "You are very talented," she automatically translated it into a polite word in her mind. She longed to be seen and was afraid of being seen. Until the physics class in my sophomore year of high school. She was called up to solve the problem, but the chalk couldn't be put down on the blackboard. Someone snickered. A cold voice came from the back row - "Teacher, Su Jianwei is short-sighted and cannot see the blackboard clearly." The whole class was stunned. Lu Yubai, who was number one in grade, and who never said a word to anyone, was actually helping people out. Su Jian turned around slightly and met those calm eyes. She didn't know that he already had more than a hundred pages about her in his notebook. Lu Yubai didn't know that at the bottom of her pencil case were all the wrong questions he had corrected for her. They all thought they were the only ones secretly watching each other. He wrote her name on the title page. And she will eventually see it.