Those Years, Those People, Those Things

Walk out of college and step into reality with enthusiasm. After working for several years, I experienced ups and downs in small departments of the hospital, arguing over performance, experiencing suspicions, suspicions, and estrangements in interpersonal relationships in the workplace, and experiencing the undercurrent of games among colleagues and trivial matters in the world. After half a lifetime of stumbles, I have experienced obstacles in job hunting and difficulties in life, and I have seen through the complicated and complex human nature under the fireworks. He is repeatedly pulled between survival and world-weariness. Sometimes he is trapped and world-weary, full of despair, and nostalgic for the past life; sometimes he is greedy for the world, clenches his teeth and perseveres, and slowly moves forward in the gap between the fear of living and the fear of death. A piece of past events describes the struggles, regrets and vicissitudes of ordinary life.