[Growing Pains + Misplaced Secret Love + Two-way Redemption + Deep Sadistic Love] [Albino Sunshine Girl x Broken and Cold Boy] "My dear, tell me, what is the reason for me to live in this world?" "I starred in a short play adapted from a novel I wrote. The heroine of the short play is the prototype of the heroine of this novel. But the male protagonist is not. Because he has left me. And I no longer have a reason to live in this world." Being close to you means you are close to pain, and staying away from you means you are far away from happiness. ——From "The Narrow Gate" by Andre Gide