Do You Know: Rebirth of Sun Xiucai

I am a graduate student in history at Peking University. My name is Sun Zhigao, and do you know that I have the same name as the Sun Zhigao who is reviled by everyone? That down-and-out scholar who wasted his talent at the age of twelve, was forced to eat soft food and treated Sheng Shulan harshly, and ultimately ended up with nothing in life and money, and a miserable later life. As a person who has replayed the game 20 times, can I find a completely different path to Qingyun and live up to the most unexpected variable in the original work?