I Don't Want the Betrayed Secret Love Anymore

[Relief from secret love + Difficult to let go of campus feelings] He was the secret that I dared not tell anyone throughout my youth. I saved my heart countless times, only to turn a blind eye again and again. When I had enough disappointment, I finally decided: I don't want this betrayed secret love anymore. From now on, I only love myself and don't go to other people's appointments.