That Boy Preferred Me

He is a Shandong boy who is 1.8 Meters tall, prefers to lift irons, and has always warm palms. He is a clingy, stubborn, and eye-catching lover. He kneaded the details and tenderness into the fireworks world of Chengdu, accompanying us day and night through three meals and four seasons, and planned our wedding room, the rest of our lives, and every year. I thought that the noisy and gentle daily life would be my lifelong destination, and that the most stable happiness in the world would always be in my hands. But the early spring rain of 2023 shattered all the perfection, and an accident took away the boy who loved me. He hid his depressed past when he was young and spent the rest of his short life healing me and preferring me, but he failed to heal himself and stay in the world. After that, the mountains and rivers of Chengdu remained the same, the halls were full of delicious food, and the evening breeze on the streets remained the same, but there was no longer that young man who held my hand, called me wife, and warmed my hands and feet. I cherish the memories of the city and miss them for half my life, and rush to Mount Wutai every year. The wind never ceases on the top of the mountain, and the gentleness never returns. My preference and enthusiasm will always stop in that rainy March.