Dust and Calamity

[BE + Master and Disciple + Group Portrait] Everyone in the book has a position and growth issues. Joy and love are intertwined with bone-crushing love and hate. The narrative is bright and smooth. In the end, the protagonist ends up with BE, and the other characters are fulfilled. The sadomasochistic relationship between master and apprentice is left behind, which makes me feel sad when I think about it, and the pain is incomprehensible. "If this is the punishment given to me by God, I will punish Xuan Chen... It's just human beings, so why bother to involve Qing He? This time I will go against the will of heaven, and no one can stop me." In order to protect Qing He, he was willing to change his fate and fight for his life. But Qing He, who came back from the dead, was finally trapped by the shackles of fate. The light in his eyes was extinguished little by little, leaving only the despair deep in his bones, unable to escape this destined disaster. "Master, life is too bitter. I only wish to become a gust of wind, a tree, a flower and a world. Even if my soul has no place to go and dissipates in the world, I don't want to be trapped in this world and suffer endless suffering." Her voice was as soft as a sigh, and there was no life in her eyes. The despair and exhaustion that corrodes the bones are the sinking that is unable to even struggle after being repeatedly tortured by fate; her despair is his deepest calamity, the haze that he cannot dispel with all his strength; his obsession is the unresolved sorrow of the two of them, and the perfection that cannot be exchanged even against the odds. There is no trace of this journey, and the sound of the dust is cut off as soon as it falls.