It's Too Late to Look Back

Lin Yuan's life ended on an ordinary afternoon. On his deathbed, memories flashed by like a revolving door - he saw his eight-year-old self standing at the school gate, and his parents lied to him that he would come back as soon as he left, and once he left, he said goodbye forever; he saw his twelve-year-old self sending his childhood sweetheart on the southbound train, and the words "wait for me when I come back" finally disappeared in the wind; he saw the girl in a white skirt in the high school classroom, and saw the girl who taught him to love but then left during his internship. The final scene is that of his wife Song Wanwan. The woman who had eaten with him for ten years, watched TV under the same blanket, and peeled apples in front of his hospital bed. It was as plain as boiled water, but he suddenly wanted to take another sip. When he opened his eyes again, he was standing on the platform where he was twelve years old. The train for his childhood sweetheart left in ten minutes. In this life, he wants to catch up with everyone he has missed - his parents, Qingmei, Bai Yueguang, and his ex-girlfriend. He wants to fill up all the regrets and hold all the hands that are too late. But he didn't know that when he ran towards those "former loves", there was a person at the other end of time, quietly waiting for him to look back. That was something that took him a lifetime to understand: The deepest love in this world is not amazing or regretful, but just right, it's you. --- He thought rebirth was to make amends, Later I found out that it was to recognize her.