Hyacinth in Bloom

When the hyacinths are in bloom, the air becomes very light. It was so light that I thought the pain could be held. But many times, when the wind blows, I remember that I am still afraid of warmth, afraid of being seen, and afraid of reaching out again. It turns out I didn't want to go far away. But I forgot where to approach. I've been lost like this for many seasons past.