Broken Jade into Ashes

I died the day before Xiao Zhi ascended the throne, watching him kneeling in the snow and begging the miracle doctor for his life. He didn't know that I took the poison myself. Because I want him to live - to live to read the secret letter I left and know that I have never loved him, and I want him to sit on the dragon throne and be tortured by the truth for the rest of his life. But I didn't expect that he would turn my ashes into elixirs and take them every day. What's more, I didn't expect that he would spend his country's destiny, use blood relatives as sacrifices, use forbidden techniques to recall my soul, and stuff it into a strange body. After rebirth, I became Su Wan and lost all my memory. He was extremely gentle to me, bestowed upon me glory, taught me music, chess, calligraphy and painting, as if he wanted to bring all the good things in the world to me. Everyone in the harem was jealous of me, and the court officials criticized me, but he ignored all opinions and insisted on making me his queen. I gradually indulged in this favor until the eve of my wedding—— Deep in his secret room, I saw the white jade altar that held my ashes. I saw my name from my previous life written all over the wall: Shen Yuan. I saw that last letter that I left with my own hands, every word of which was filled with tears. The memory came back with a bang. It turns out that I am not Su Wan, I am Shen Yuan. It turns out that what he loves, what he hates, what he clings to and never lets go is always the orphan girl of the Shen family who has long been reduced to ashes. And I am just a fake with no memory, reshaped by his magic.