Naihe, Naihe! Why?

The trend of e-commerce has long since passed, and she, a pig that was late in thinking, could not fly no matter what. However, she tried her best to grab a life-saving straw, but found that she had nothing in her hands; however, she wanted to give her family a better life, but she could hardly afford even the most basic rent and medicine. Naihe, Naihe! Su Xiaoyun silently recited these two words over and over in her heart, and a sense of despair slowly spread. She raised her head and looked at the dark night sky. There were very few stars and only a few faint points of light were twinkling. She didn't know where her future was, how long she would have to go on this road, and how she should support herself in this difficult life. Why? These three words were like a heavy hammer, hitting her heart hard. She is Su Xiaoyun, the Su Xiaoyun who was once high-spirited and vowed to get ahead, but now, she is a loser who worries about rent and medicine expenses in the middle of the night in a village in the city, and does not even dare to cry loudly. What should she do for a living? What should I do for myself? What should she do for her family members who have high expectations for her? No one could give her an answer.