Weightless Person

We are all a "weightless" generation. Lin Ningning's life began with a bowl of egg custard held up high, and ended with a wandering with nowhere to go. The origin of weightlessness is excessive love. When the whole family's attention, resources and future were all tilted towards him alone, he did not grow into a towering tree, but lost the ability to sense gravity - he did not know the price of a portion of rice, the weight of a responsibility, or the depth of a promise. He was suspended in a vacuum by love and mistakenly believed that flying was a talent rather than a lift. The process of weightlessness is a rash choice. In the virtual battlefield of the county Internet cafe, in the consumption fantasy on the streets of the provincial capital, and in the neon-lit workplace revolving door, every "free" choice he makes pushes him further away from the ground. He got rid of the shackles of the loess, but failed to grasp the steel bars of the city. He was suspended in the gap between urban and rural areas, unable to go up or down. The price of weightlessness is a sober fall. Mortgage, milk powder, father's medical expenses, platform commissions... The gravity of life comes unexpectedly. When he was behind the wheel of an online car-hailing service, exchanging 300 yuan for 14 hours, he finally felt the "weight" that hit his bones. Only then did he understand that those seemingly light flights in the first half of his life were all accumulating potential for the heavy fall at this moment. Dedicated to everyone who has ever felt "weightless" in life and longs to find the center of gravity again.