It Turns Out I Never Met You

In fact, there is something that has been hidden in my heart for a long time, and that is my love for you and my hatred for you. No one knows about this, and you are hidden in my youth that will never return. I like you, I hate you, I thank you, I hate you. I just wish I could say goodbye to you and let everything go. Or, go back to six years ago, when we didn't meet each other, and I won't bother you again in the new time.