After Becoming Paranoid, He Decided to Give Up, but He Regretted It

The original heart is paranoid, selfish, inferior, and also cold-hearted. Ever since he was a child, Yuan Xin has known that he treats things with a three-day passion, and has always been only interested in what he likes. Until... She met Yan Qianlan, and for the first time she had the desire to monopolize someone. Things went as smoothly as she thought, and she had Yan Qianlan all to herself, but... When she saw the tears in his eyes, he still refused to obey her and ran away again and again. She thought that she shouldn't push too hard and should be gentler to him. Gradually, her original intention merged into his life, and she realized that she had always been... Everything was wrong. She hated herself for trapping him, and hated herself for being exclusive with him. She shouldn't have... Yuan Xin fell into an inferiority complex that she couldn't extricate herself from. Yan Qianlan was the starry sky that she could never look up to. He was beautiful, smart, rational and calm, and all the advantages could be found in him. She looked at Yan Qianlan, who had never been so vivid before, and for the first time she had a strange idea, maybe... I shouldn't be so paranoid, I can also fulfill the unfulfilled dreams of my childhood like him... When Yuan Xin completely let go, Yan Qianlan was the first to react. Fear, surprise, confusion, anger, and sadness surrounded him. Yan Qianlan couldn't figure it out, and even wanted to open her head and take a look. It was clear that the two were about to become lovers, but she left without paying attention and left herself alone? Did she want to abandon him? He couldn't do it and couldn't accept it. He remembered that she had said that she would be with him. [The dark, paranoid and career-oriented female protagonist with low self-esteem vs. The hard-tongued, soft-hearted, arrogant and sunny male protagonist]