She Is the Light of My Life

If only I didn't know her. People often have intense emotions and heartache because they miss a love or cannot be together due to some uncontrollable things and factors. I always subconsciously think that it would be better if I didn't meet him or her. But I am different from ordinary people. When I meet her, even if we cannot be together, I will thank God for allowing me to meet her. My name is Sun Yanqing, and what follows is the story of a coward, which is also the first half of my life. As for the story? Please listen to me carefully.