Crowned with Sin

|Extreme psychological description｜Slow narrative rhythm｜Existential darkness｜Unconventional redemption A girl who built herself with strict self-discipline was pushed to the eternal throne after witnessing all the precious connections broken one by one. However, what divinity brings is not transcendence, but the sting of every loss, forged into a sentence that will never dissipate. This book is a long and silent gaze, gazing at how memory becomes a cage, gazing at how "immortality" becomes a detailed dissection of existence itself, gazing at how an absolute weariness eats away the last attachment to life. So, in the second half of her life as a god, she embarked on a reverse pilgrimage: traveling around the world, just to learn how to die like a mortal. This is not an escape, but the most thorough exercise of self-will - at the apex of meaning, signing a silent truce for eternal fatigue. To readers: If you are willing to sink into the deepest part of a complex soul and accompany her through this self-deconstruction without gunpowder; if you appreciate literature's serious gaze on the weight of life and are not afraid of the harshness of choices presented in stories - then she may be waiting for you. Before opening the page, you may want to ask yourself: 1. If "eternal life" proves to be a punishment, can "choosing death" become the ultimate freedom? 2. When the tyrant of "must be perfect" in our hearts eventually drives us to the opposite side of life, how can we reconcile with ourselves? 3. At the end of love and responsibility, is the individual's absolute sovereignty over his or her own outcome above all else?