Her Friendship Across the Screen

I am the most "rebellious" viewer in the live broadcast room. I am obviously fascinated by her voice that is not amazing but extremely comfortable, but I want to sing the opposite. I obviously just want to squat in front of her and be in a daze, but I deliberately refresh the viewing records of other anchors to make her angry. I don't know if she will really unbalance me when watching other anchors, but I just want to do this. In fact, Then I will not be in other live broadcast rooms for more than three minutes at most; she is not a top beauty, and her singing is not top-notch, but she is just one of thousands of ordinary anchors, but I just can't get rid of the habit of "squatting with her": I will linger at the door of her live broadcast room for a long time before I show up, I will be secretly happy for her small achievements, and I will want to accompany her step by step. There is no love between us, only pure appreciation and tacit understanding. But when she encounters a problem and looks embarrassed, I can only worry through the screen, unable to help her out every time, which makes me often unable to bear to keep watching. This companionship, which has nothing to do with Fengyue, hides the most straightforward joy, but also the most real regret: Even if it is not love, I want to protect her from a smooth journey, but in the end I can only be a bystander within my ability.